June 13, 2012

A Balanced Day




After sniveling my way through a Young Adult volume by Patricia McKillip yesterday, I was able to come upstairs and whip out a poem for class tomorrow.  No blank brain here.  Progress indeed. 

There are days when there is nothing at all reachable in my head.  Having a day like yesterday is a minor triumph.  I was able to draw, tho jerkily, and read, and write, make dinner, then march around Tarjay.  A Balance.

When I was recovering from too much of everything, I thought I’d never find a balance in my life.  There were times I saw the world sideways and had to retreat to my room.  Sometimes I was too tired from work to do more than scribble in my journal.  Other times there was family….and nothing else.  Always there was the insanity of days so out of balance I didn’t know who I was.  Days like yesterday that included calls from Lessa, long chats with Bee…who was falling apart on Monday, and all the other good things made me feel like both ends were talking to the middle. 

Today is another day I get to go work with books at the ACS Discovery Shop.  Perhaps another good book will leap out of the pile and tease my imagination into action. 

41 comments:

  1. I need to take lessons from you!!! Today I'm tap dancing on the edge. Is bill-paying when you have the money supposed to trigger panic attacks?

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  2. I think this is what is called life. We just think it could run a little more smoothly! Anyway...big question. While going through my birthday cards to pull one for my daughter, I came across a check that was made out on February 15 that I 'think' was supposed to be mailed to you for your charity tucked in the cards. Did you get a check from me and is this just one I lost...but forgot I lost? See your days are really so smooth compared to mine. Let me know and I will attempt to get this into the mail ASAP.

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  3. Happy for the clear head and the progress.....I been having day slike that...not enough to do which really means way too much to do and I can't find a happy medium....

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  4. I understand these feelings all to well. Balance is a hard thing to find at times. It is even hard to hold on to.

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  5. Good to be productive. I try to write something everyday and don't always succeed. Dianne

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