In the midst of all the world’s chaos and negativity, there’s a little good news.
All week, I have been having horrible nightmares about today’s doctor visit. You know the thinking…my blood sugar would still be high, I’d have to go on insulin, and I would have progressed to being a diabetic. More of, no matter what I did I would still be pre-diabetic. Last night’s dreams were particularly bad ones.
This morning, I had to meditate a bit in the office to get my blood pressure down. “Your blood pressure is really good,” she told me.
Unfortunately, I missed the bit about going in three days early for all my lab work. With the great weight loss I’ve had, my blood sugar should be good too, she said. Results will be here in three days. Keep going as you are. Then she jabbed me with a pneumonia booster and told me to come back in six months.
Perhaps my thinking has been liberated too.