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August 4, 2020

NO MEMORY




I took a two hour nap this afternoon.  I must have needed it.  George says I have chemo brain, but I think it worse.  Can’t remember things I used to do with ease….like delete old images from my point and shoot.  Often I remember a book that I’ve read.  That’s good since I am rereading my old favorites. 

 

I certainly can’t remember how to make coffee.  G drew me a little picture map with measurements and buttons and arrows to show me how.  I have it stuck to the front of my monitor.  G tells me when we have seen a TV show.  At the start of all this I would say, “I haven’t seen it.”  Now I don’t say a thing.

 

Margot is stopping by this evening.  We have a mountain of boxes ready for her down in the garage.  I remember my kids and grandkids.  I’m not good at phoning them, but I know who they are.  I remember George too. 

 

I remember the Hotel Del on Coronado…one of 12 remaining giant wooden, Victorian, railroad hotels.  As a teenager, I used to steal away out to the beach in front of it.  Now I only catch glimpses of it in passing.  I do remember having a birthday lunch in the Crown Room once.  Another meal in another dining room too.

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  • <A HREF=http://geeeee-zer.blogspot.com/>Himself:</A>  Didn’t like my choice of blue chair cushions.  He’s online shopping for another choice.
  • Myself:  Got the last used copy of Harold Nicholson’s “Journey To Java.” Terrible fight with my CC as we had been hacked.
  • Reading:  Lindaa Castillo and Nichollson.
  • Photo:  Hotel Del.
  • Gratitude’s: That I am here to forget.

September 5, 2007

Guilty Mending First





Down in the garage sorting out fabrics for the Transportation Quilt. August 2007.



I'm mending today, or at least I call what I am doing mending. You can think of me with my sewing table pushed up to the bedroom door, my tiny pile of mending beside me, and a giant pile of fabrics on the bed behind me.

I have been putting this minor sewing stuff off forever, yet this morning, after helping clean my home before the water was shut down, I’ve already taken in the waist of a pair of black Bermuda shorts. I am ready to put darts in a turquoise pair before moving to mend my brown raffia bag that broke on our cruise. I gotta have shorts in this weather. No one really wants to see my scars or compression socks, but long pants are unbearably uncomfortable in the heat we have had.

In all clear conscience, I cannot start work on the next quilt until the mending is done. Sometimes all I can do is laugh at myself.



Me: Delightfully cool at last here. I’ve been hunting for Anne Haynes, “Union Castle Line Pursette” online, new or used, and am not making great headway today. Took in black shorts, teal next, then a purse to mend.

G: Tells me he’s doing better, but I don’t know. He’s not all perky yet tho he’s loving working back at his old job. He is hating going in later and coming home later. For years we used to eat at four thirty, and for the next few weeks we will be eating at five before the time is moved again to five thirty. We don’t do well eating at that time. We will have to adjust, won’t we.

Duck: Delightfully fuzzy. He’s latched onto his joke about “His” dog, and even if Duck can’t remember what’s happening in his life, his dog thinks it delightful. Last night we chatted with both of them in their rooms with the curtain pulled between the beds. I sat in Duck’s wheel chair between the two spaces and talked with both Fred and Duck.

September 3, 2007

A Day In The Sun (Picture Intensive)




A moment of quiet. As the fans go home, we guard the field and wait for the stands to be swept clear. 2007. All Photos copyright G in his real name.





Before the game, fans enter the main gate and flow up elevators, escalators and stairs to the main concourse. View from the Bistro on Toyota Terrace across the main entry to the bay. 2007.


It was warm when I got to the ball park with my coffee and donut in hand. As the sun rose beyond the high rise rooftops to hit my place on the cement, I began to follow the shade. Most of the other gates were not fortunate enough to have any shade at all.


Early in the afternoon, the Gaslamp Gate between the new Legend condo building and the Palm Court from the parking structure across the street.

The heat pounded down relentlessly at times reaching over a hundred on the cement. Often this day there was no breeze. On the field the temperature was documented at 104. Many of our Guest Service Representatives, (GSR’s,) are not young, and this heat was especially hard on them.

The first aid station paramedics worked especially hard this hot and humid Sunday. Often while I was giving directions or talking to a fan, I heard Paramedics called to downed fans. Usually it’s only drunks….


East Village Gate before the crowds arrived.

We were all urged to bring bottles of water with us, and during the game our bosses made rounds with iced buckets of bottled water. At the Command Post, water was available to us in large orange containers with spigots at the bottom. Ice was also available to those guards working the field in the sun for six some hours. Near us, the volunteers running one of the concession stands, North County Diver’s, brought the Park Avenue Gate a bucket of ice and cups of ice to me all during the game. Despite these life savers, the gate Supervisor, Cee, went home mid-game felled a second day by the heat.


The are fans enter the gates to the “Park In The Park,” an actual city park at the back of the ballpark, to watch batting practice before the game.

The game was sold out, but with the heat crushing down relentlessly, only forty-one thousand attended the game.


Forty-one thousand fans plus or minus a few as the temperature grew.

There was little shade, and what there was could only be found under the overhangs on the Field Level and on Toyota Terrace. Ba, who is a rabid Dodger fan, and G decided come to this last Dodger game here this year. Taking into account the sunshine, they bought seats near me in the shade despite the vastly greater price of forty-five dollars a seat vs sixteen they pay for their upper level season tickets.


The main concourse viewed from a window at the Bistro.

Both G and Ba as season ticket holders take part in the “Compadres” reward system. Yesterday G won a “Toyota Terrace” ticket as his pat on the back for attending all home the games. This next homestand, he not only has his regular tickets for the 14th, 16th, 17th, and Friday the 21st, he also won a ticket for the 15th.

“It’s almost too much baseball,” he said laughing.


View from the East Ramp over the Team Gate, Power Alley, facing the exit at East Village Gate.

After the game, I had reached the shaky leg state when a Supervisor asked how I was.

“Not really very good,” I told him. Frankly….for my system quits functioning at 92 degrees. He relieved me early, and hand in hand with G, I quietly shuffled off to the relative cool of dinner at Nati’s near the ocean.


Gripping my cup of ice in one hand and holding an “I” beam with another, I’m very grateful the game is over.


G catches sight of a pile of detritus on our way out.




Me: Beyond hot at the ball park yesterday. Miserable. Many fans and employees were down and cared for by the paramedics in the various first aid stations. I got pretty shaky toward the end and was let go a whole hour early. Dinner at Nati’s with Ba and G. Bed very cool out on the balcony. Today home with a fan on.

G: Very hot, even in the shade with a breeze in the 223’s at Toyota Terrace yesterday.

Duck: He told G to go to the game, and G did. We will visit later today.

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